Clueless

Craps. Time table changed and i thought i gained a standby today.

However, today we got activated.

Shore leave expire at 1930.

When i was at jp at 1830 waiting for 257, my friend called and inform me ship ETA changed to 5am.

Fuck. Last minutes changes again.

Everyone was already on the way to camp.

Stupid clown operators.

Next upcoming usms, recommend a week orientation for them to attach to ASSeT. Let them experience the feeling.

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WHAT THE F**K!

Everyone time table change again. This is the third time for this month. Just because of one person that say a team must retain 80 percent of their original teammates.

From bad to worst.

Chinese New year eve, i will be doing 4pm to 12 am.

Chinese New year, i will be doing 4pm to 12 am again.

The second timetable i got previously only needs to do new year 4pm to 12am.

Somemore this coming off day at 15 feb, we need to go to changi naval base to attend some event. Most of the events we attended is just to increase the attendance. Damn stupid and fake.

Something dumber; those on 14 feb ops 3 do not need to go ops because the next day they must go and attend this event. Then chinese new year can have ops, while for this event can cancel away the ops to fake the attendance. What a bootlicking shit.

Now you know why even though my ord is at a few months time but i still think about my ord is still long away. Everyone wants to get out of here.

Who can stand all this nonsense, very sudden changes and other cannot be explained under one normal logical sense stuffs. After coming to this sqn, my positive thinking of ns had became very negative. “The reality”; Thank to the small number of personnel in the sqn and bonding of teammates, we will able to witness the truth and not kept in dark by stages of hierarchy. I dislike the way the sqn is running and not ns.

ALL WAS TO PROTECT OUR SEA.

DAMN TERRORIST!

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Sunday, February 11, 2007

AMERICAN REJECTS

It Ends Tonight

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

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Tuesday, February 06, 2007

APPLE CIDER

These 2 words makes my stomach shrink. Sadly to say, it is one of pao pao favourite drink.

Apple cider a subcategory of apple juice traditionally made from early-harvest apples which have a lower sugar content and are more acidic, thus cider has a more tart, tangy taste than apple juice. It is generally (though not always) unfiltered, giving it an opaque appearance from suspended solids.

Acidic, tart and tangy. I finally found the best word to describe the taste. Vinegar.

It got mild vinegar and fermentation taste. That explain why honey need to be added.

As for the adam and eve story, they ate the forbidden fruit. By popularly, the fruit is claim to be an apple. After eating this fruit, Adam and Eve lost their innocence, began to know the good and bad, and were exiled from the garden of eden. It also came the lump at the front of our neck. The Adam apple.

One stupid fruit causes so much distasteful incidents.

However, i still like apple juice.

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If that is once, there will be twice

And soon came the third time.

Three trips on motorcycle within 6 hours span at the middle of night.

Luckily the road was empty.

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